Hi miemiemuzko.. It has been awhile... Seems like i find it hard to sit down every single day to blog. As i get older, and maybe i have been too busy with the facebook games, i don't have that drive to blog as much as i did before. Yes, long ago when i had another blog.
What have i been up to lately? Last week i have started my jogging session again. Yes. Keeping a healty lifestyle. Been putting on sooo much weight and i feel that it is high time to shed it off. Dear asked if i wanted to shed off 10kg. yes of course. Hopefully in 2mths time. So, i have to try to shed at least 5kg every mth. I still eat as per normal. My 3 meals a day. However, with the exercise regime, have been eating lesser. Which is a good sign. Which means, i did not force my body into those weird dieting regime.
After 2 weeks, i feel alot lighter. And my brain seems to be functioning better too. I did 1.2KM jog + 3km Walk by last Sunday. So, by this Sunday, aiming to hit 1.8KM Jog + 4km Walk? Each loop is 300metres. Won't get that dizzy cos i get to see nice good looking bods running pass me. what a sight. Apparently, there are alot of my size & larger size ladies exercising at the same place. Hence, it doesnt feel intimidating. Quite comfy actually. We each mind our own biznes.
I didn't exercise yesterday. Break day. Intend to work out 3 times on every weekday weeks, & its compulsory on Saturday & Sunday since i am not working on those days. I have to tell myself, stop being so lazy!!!!
My mom said i should sleep less. I'm trying... I'm not working today, and i can easily sleep the afternoon away. But i tried not to fall asleep despite the heavy eyelids. Dying to sleep. Dear kept me company the whole afternoon. He's at work, but as and when, he pops messages via the msn messenger. Thanks dear.
Well, Dear is not my bf. He's my ex. We have been keeping in touch minus the lovey dovey stuffs. It is not easy to be friends. In the first place, we didnt start out as friends. So... to learn to be friends is VERY challenging. But i am glad things are working out slowly. Tho... some things are unavoidable due to the nature of our relationship. =P
I lost my one and only best friend. And i do not wish to lose this friend too. Through the years, he has always been there for me. And maybe that is one reason why i have given up on my best friend. She's just too busy.
Right now, i am trying to look out for other job opportunities. Hopefully i get to hop over to a new place by this year end. Actually, i was hoping to hop before appraisal period starts. ha! It would be good if i could just hop during budget season. Good luck to them. I am sick of maintaining the scorecard. I cannot decipher it. Should i use the word decipher here? somehow, i can never understand it. It just doesnt seem logical to me.
Too much complexity, too much tweaking of data, too much manipulating, everybody wants good results, at end of day, the data to me, is meaningless. It just doesnt show the true picture. Hence, how is it possible for one to make improvements if every month they score soooo high? ridiculous!! And there is just too many versions of it. At times, i get confused and mixed up the numbers. yup. sucks. but its not my fault.
Anyway, i will be attending the VBA excel programming course next week. Hope i can master as much as i can. And i do hope it could be useful in my new job. Whichever company that is willing to hire me. hehehehe...
Right now, i am hungry. Gonna have some food, rest, and i shall go for my nite jog later.
i must not be lazy... i must not be lazy... i must not be lazy...
Suppose to meet dear today. But he couldnt make it. Can i see you after your reservist is done?
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